Nervous breakdown.

Looking forward to the moment when I will be able to see you.
But it just doesn't seems right.

I was missing you with a heart in agony.
But I know it's not right to meet up with you right now.

I wanted to be with you.
But I should be focusing on my studies.

I was craving the comfort in your arms so desperately.
But I'm fighting the urge.

I guess I'm just having a nervous breakdown.
Depressed by the nearing of exam.
Deprived of rest and sleep.

But I guess it's my own fault for feeling all stressed up about nothing that severe.
Feeling nervous and tensed up all the time.
Ending up with a nervous breakdown.

And I finally gave up ignoring the message that my body is trying to send to me.
I think I should really get a good rest before exam approaches.

Goodbye for now.

P/s: Feeling so much better after weeping out loud.
Pp/s: But I'm still missing you.